我不做老大已经很久了

Lawrence told me today, got many people angry for me because of the Strait Time letter. He read many blog and tell me one.

I said issit? I usually no time to read other people blog, even my own blog also never read, only have time to write my own blog then have to go and do other things liao. So when Lawrence tell me, I surprise.

Lawrence he say, wah, now you is like internet 老大 like this, your reader is like your gang.

KNN!!!! I fuck Lawrence upside down.

"Chow Chee Bye lah, 老大 your stupid head ah. 我不做老大已经很久了. Don't anyhow say this kind of lan cheow thing, can?'

Lawrence don't understand. He said, why? Quite cool what, got people say want to fight for you. Like you is their leader.

I told him, you is young, and you never experience this kind of thing before, so don't anyhow say the word Gang and 老大. You want me to kena let police play backside issit?

Last time, when I was young punk, I use to be very angry person. Any cheebye thing also use fist to settle.

The fella say us bad word: fight.

The fella say don't agree with us: fight.

The fella say good morning good night: fight.

I thought it was very hero to fight, beat people and help my brothers fight.

But two thing make me stop. One thing is because Singapore police hear the word Gang only, they will come and play your backside. Actually, got another word, Fuck Other People Race, that one also will make police fuck you until kar chng peet, then you fart that time got smell no sound.

The second reason is.... now when I think back, I still don't understand how it happen. One moment we is laughing and drinking at Newton, next moment dunno who make who angry, then they start to fight. Use chair, use beer bottle, even use handphone (last time the handphone is very big and heavy one, can use to fight). Yes, we last time yong dian wei kar tow, nowadays the phone very small, hit people already the phone spoil first.

By the time the police come, already got many blood on the floor.

One of the blood belong to my friend.

Actually, not my friend. My friend body.

After that, I never fight anymore. And when Lawrence teach me how to blog, I very happy because I can write my feeling here.

Anyway Rockson is not interested in going jail, because jail got no internet and cannot blog, and jail got no chio bu to make friend with. Worse, wait Rockson become another guy boyfriend in jail.